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+ compassionate, emotional, sentimental, sensitive, modest, genuine, loyal, allocentric, appreciative.[break][break]

- high-strung, clingy, skittish, eccentric, weak-willed, paranoid, impulsive, irrational, indecisive, childish, disorderly, vulnerable.

[attr="class","hopelovetitle"]HISTORY

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sometimes she has meltdowns.
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though it certainly seems like it, it isn't something that happens spontaneously. there's a buildup, a steady rise of panic in the back of her throat. there used to be a little room in the basement of her house that was set aside specifically for her cathartic needs, piled high with pillows and stuffed animals and things that wouldn't break. by the time she stumbled out, the room is a slaughterhouse of cotton and shreds of fabric. her parents and siblings don't say a word to her. sometimes she felt like they tiptoe around her, just waiting for her to reach her breaking point.
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sometimes she has meltdowns, but only once has one ever hurt someone before.[break][break]
she had never been never bullied before, but it wasn't as if she was universally loved at her old school. no one liked her, in fact. she was too clingy, too jittery. she was a bull in a china shop: clumsy, and too strong for her own good. people often accounted her unusual strength to drugs, or an ungodly amount of adrenaline. school was a breeding ground for her paranoia, so it was only inevitable that she would break down during it one day.
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she fled in the middle of class. a concerned teacher followed her moments later, only to find her in an empty classroom, desks and chairs flung about in pieces like broken pencils. she had a fragment of jagged plastic clutched in her hands when she whirled around, and before the teacher could so much as speak, she screamed and lunged.
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the teacher didn't die, but she had come dangerously close to puncturing a lung. no one seemed to grasp how uncontrollable her meltdowns actually were, she was charged with aggravated assault from reckless behavior. she was shipped all the way off to japan despite her pleas for another chance, where her family hoped she would be "disciplined."

[attr="class","hopelovetitle"]GRADES

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PLAYED BY MARQUEE

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[b]TOUHOU, koishi komeiji/b] as [i]decklyn o'conner[/i]